Hi, this is about you. All about you. I have never been the best at writing so here is try.
So hello and welcome to this girl's blog who just can't seem to get over her ex. Why you ask. Well cuz its 7 fucking years and I just can't seem to let it go all the way down to nothing. 6 fucking years thats how long I loved you but well it took you just 6 days to say that I am not the one.
Don't you remember anything? Don't you feel anything? All the memories that we shared and all the laughs and flirts, how do you make them disappear? I still and will continue to peek through my window and wish that your curtain is not pulled. Will still wish for just one glance. Would still want to make eye contact with you just so that you would think about me just for a second.
Why is it so hard moving on? Its not the case where you dumped me. It was kinda mutual but how is that you could forget about it all so soon. Or maybe I just want attention then again who doesn't?
But I am going to move on. No matter how hard it is. You are not the one. You won't be. Its gonna be hard. Well obviously, I can't just forget you. I don't think I ever will. I have to remind myself that you are not the one. I have to let you go. But pains knowing that this is final. No looking back.
No more looking back. No more thinking about you. No more imagining future with you. No more ifs and buts. No more. I am moving on. I'm letting you go.
Now is the future. Now is the future without you. Now is me working on myself. Now is me building myself. Building myself above you, above all the ifs, above all the past. I'm letting you go.
So hello and welcome to this girl's blog who just can't seem to get over her ex. Why you ask. Well cuz its 7 fucking years and I just can't seem to let it go all the way down to nothing. 6 fucking years thats how long I loved you but well it took you just 6 days to say that I am not the one.
Don't you remember anything? Don't you feel anything? All the memories that we shared and all the laughs and flirts, how do you make them disappear? I still and will continue to peek through my window and wish that your curtain is not pulled. Will still wish for just one glance. Would still want to make eye contact with you just so that you would think about me just for a second.
Why is it so hard moving on? Its not the case where you dumped me. It was kinda mutual but how is that you could forget about it all so soon. Or maybe I just want attention then again who doesn't?
But I am going to move on. No matter how hard it is. You are not the one. You won't be. Its gonna be hard. Well obviously, I can't just forget you. I don't think I ever will. I have to remind myself that you are not the one. I have to let you go. But pains knowing that this is final. No looking back.
No more looking back. No more thinking about you. No more imagining future with you. No more ifs and buts. No more. I am moving on. I'm letting you go.
Now is the future. Now is the future without you. Now is me working on myself. Now is me building myself. Building myself above you, above all the ifs, above all the past. I'm letting you go.
